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[Feb. 21st, 2012|11:32 pm] |
I thought it'll end well tonight and perhaps we'll even break a record for not getting on each other's nerves for like a couple of days or something
Guess not.
Pity. But it got better,
I hope we speak in metaphors now
As opposed to opposites
It's not as blatant but the point gets through
Rather than going around in circles and never getting each other's meaning It does bother me though.
I don't even know how this makes sense but it just does. I guess my thoughts are just too used to being convoluted and disorganized and I'm not as adept as some to contextualize them effectively. I keep complaining about this but it is a pet peeve :(
Alright another feeble attempt to start work - right after this. Awesome.
Night :) Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone. |
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[Jan. 18th, 2012|12:31 am] |
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feel incredibly frustrated and annoyed at everything
have this urge to want to complete everything on the todo list that seems unconquerable
more annoyed that my efforts are frustrated
LORD I PRAY FOR PATIENCE
this is a trying time indeed
but God will provide a way out so that i can stand up under it
YES BUT I'M STILL SO ANNOYED
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ok shut up nic you can do this
sometimes i'm afraid i keep reassuring myself that i can rely on the lord but i don't because i'm too afraid to. yes i'm a girl of imperfect faith and i ............. don't know what to do. |
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[Jan. 6th, 2012|05:07 am] |
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wasn't as easy as i expected. but God will provide.
this year will be, hopefully, fruitful and worthwhile, albeit all the pain and ordeals and trials and pressure the last of the holidays are ending, a timely yet inconvenient period to do self reflection for 2011 and 2012, considering the fact that im still hopelessly straddling between the two years, still trying to register the fact that im taking a's this year ...... while drowning in mounds and mounds of undone homework. the undone-homework-feeling sucks especially bad this time though. "for I know the plans I have for you," declares the lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. then you will call upon me and pray to me and I will listen to you. you will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart." - jeremiah 29:11-13
indeed. |
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[Jan. 3rd, 2012|03:39 am] |
whoa okay so its 2012
i'm taking a levels this year
i'm turning 18 this year hooooooooooly shit
bintan was awesome
sweden was awesome
my countdown was priddy awesome too
2011 has been nuts
like a whirlwind
but i'm happy
good night |
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[Dec. 3rd, 2011|12:50 am] |
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hardly any love here either |
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[Nov. 30th, 2011|03:10 am] |
when death, like a gypsy, comes to steal what i love
i will still look to the heavens, i will still seek Your face
but i fear You aren't listening, because there are no words
just the stillness and the hunger for a faith that assures
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[Nov. 30th, 2011|02:53 am] |
its like a reality check that gave me a revelation smack in the face.
what am i to do? |
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